Showing posts with label weight loss journey. Show all posts
Showing posts with label weight loss journey. Show all posts

Wednesday, October 14, 2020

Eat Food, Not Too Much, Mostly Plants

 

The title of this post is from Michael Pollan's In Defense of Food, which I read years ago, but it's stuck in my head ever since.  My relationship with food has been somewhat complicated for most of my life.  I went on Weight Watchers for the first time as a teenager, and have gained and lost hundreds of pounds over the past 25 years.  I was at my thinnest (as an adult) when I got married in 2005, though I was still probably 15 pounds over where WW would put my goal weight.  I was at my heaviest just over a year ago, on my 40th birthday.

I felt really beautiful on my wedding day.  I loved that I could walk into stores and find clothing in my size.  I felt healthy.  I was also pretty stressed out leading up to my wedding -- I was a fairly new teacher in NYC, and my husband was in school and working.

On my 40th birthday, I did not feel beautiful, but I felt happy.  My gorgeous little girl was happy to celebrate with me.  My friends threw me a party.  It was really relaxing and fun.  I don't know that I have a point with this comparison, just sort of taking note of the extremes.

At this point, I've been stuck for the past year.  I'd like to lose weight, but I haven't really committed to anything.  Because of COVID, we've been trapped in our apartment for most of the past 7 months.  The government has been... well... pretty much a dumpster fire.  It's been stressful to say the least.  I'm also really conscious that I want to set a good, healthy example for my little girl.  So far, she has a good relationship with food and with her body, and I'd like to keep it that way.

So what do I do?  Well, I'm starting with food.  I'm going back to basics: "Eat food, not too much, mostly plants."  Tonight's dinner was pork chops, but most of my plate was broccoli, arugula salad, and a baked potato.  And everything on my plate was something that my grandmother would have recognized.  That's another of Pollan's tips.  I didn't do a great job before dinner today, but I'm trying to keep in mind that I am a work in progress.

I'll also mention that the arugula salad was AMAZING.  I got arugula from my CSA today, and it was so fresh and delicious!  This summer was the first time I've ever done a CSA, and I've been getting delicious produce from Garden of Eve.  I'm a big fan.